Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda - Vol-2
CHAPTER III
MAYA AND ILLUSION
(Delivered in London)
Almost all of you have heard of the word Mâyâ. Generally it is
used, though incorrectly, to denote illusion, or delusion, or
some such thing. But the theory of Maya forms one of the pillars
upon which the Vedanta rests; it is, therefore, necessary that
it should be properly understood. I ask a little patience of
you, for there is a great danger of its being misunderstood. The
oldest idea of Maya that we find in Vedic literature is the
sense of delusion; but then the real theory had not been
reached. We find such passages as, "Indra through his Maya
assumed various forms." Here it is true the word Maya means
something like magic, and we find various other passages, always
taking the same meaning. The word Maya then dropped out of sight
altogether. But in the meantime the idea was developing. Later,
the question was raised: "Why can't we know this secret of the
universe?" And the answer given was very significant: "Because
we talk in vain, and because we are satisfied with the things of
the senses, and because we are running after desires; therefore,
we, as it were, cover the Reality with a mist." Here the word
Maya is not used at all, but we get the idea that the cause of
our ignorance is a kind of mist that has come between us and the
Truth. Much later on, in one of the latest Upanishads, we find
the word Maya reappearing, but this time, a transformation has
taken place in it, and a mass of new meaning has attached itself
to the word. Theories had been propounded and repeated, others
had been taken up, until at last the idea of Maya became fixed.
We read in the Shvetâshvatara Upanishad, "Know nature to be Maya
and the Ruler of this Maya is the Lord Himself." Coming to our
philosophers, we find that this word Maya has been manipulated
in various fashions, until we come to the great Shankarâchârya.
The theory of Maya was manipulated a little by the Buddhists
too, but in the hands of the Buddhists it became very much like
what is called Idealism, and that is the meaning that is now
generally given to the word Maya. When the Hindu says the world
is Maya, at once people get the idea that the world is an
illusion. This interpretation has some basis, as coming through
the Buddhistic philosophers, because there was one section of
philosophers who did not believe in the external world at all.
But the Maya of the Vedanta, in its last developed form, is
neither Idealism nor Realism, nor is it a theory. It is a simple
statement of facts - what we are and what we see around us.
As I have told you before, the minds of the people from whom the
Vedas came were intent upon following principles, discovering
principles. They had no time to work upon details or to wait for
them; they wanted to go deep into the heart of things. Something
beyond was calling them, as it were, and they could not wait.
Scattered through the Upanishads, we find that the details of
subjects which we now call modern sciences are often very
erroneous, but, at the same time, their principles are correct.
For instance, the idea of ether, which is one of the latest
theories of modern science, is to be found in our ancient
literature in forms much more developed than is the modern
scientific theory of ether today, but it was in principle. When
they tried to demonstrate the workings of that principle, they
made many mistakes. The theory of the all-pervading life
principle, of which all life in this universe is but a differing
manifestation, was understood in Vedic times; it is found in the
Brâhmanas. There is a long hymn in the Samhitâs in praise of
Prâna of which all life is but a manifestation. By the by, it
may interest some of you to know that there are theories in the
Vedic philosophy about the origin of life on this earth very
similar to those which have been advanced by some modern
European scientists. You, of course, all know that there is a
theory that life came from other planets. It is a settled
doctrine with some Vedic philosophers that life comes in this
way from the moon.
Coming to the principles, we find these Vedic thinkers very
courageous and wonderfully bold in propounding large and
generalised theories. Their solution of the mystery of the
universe, from the external world, was as satisfactory as it
could be. The detailed workings of modern science do not bring
the question one step nearer to solution, because the principles
have failed. If the theory of ether failed in ancient times to
give a solution of the mystery of the universe, working out the
details of that ether theory would not bring us much nearer to
the truth. If the theory of all-pervading life failed as a
theory of this universe, it would not mean anything more if
worked out in detail, for the details do not change the
principle of the universe. What I mean is that in their inquiry
into the principle, the Hindu thinkers were as bold, and in some
cases, much bolder than the moderns. They made some of the
grandest generalizations that have yet been reached, and some
still remain as theories, which modern science has yet to get
even as theories. For instance, they not only arrived at the
ether theory, but went beyond and classified mind also as a
still more rarefied ether. Beyond that again, they found a still
more rarefied ether. Yet that was no solution, it did not solve
the problem. No amount of knowledge of the external world could
solve the problem. "But", says the scientist, "we are just
beginning to know a little: wait a few thousand years and we
shall get the solution." "No," says the Vedantist, for he has
proved beyond all doubt that the mind is limited, that it cannot
go beyond certain limits - beyond time, space, and causation. As
no man can jump out of his own self, so no man can go beyond the
limits that have been put upon him by the laws of time and
space. Every attempt to solve the laws of causation, time, and
space would be futile, because the very attempt would have to be
made by taking for granted the existence of these three. What
does the statement of the existence of the world mean, then?
"This world has no existence." What is meant by that? It means
that it has no absolute existence. It exists only in relation to
my mind, to your mind, and to the mind of everyone else. We see
this world with the five senses but if we had another sense, we
would see in it something more. If we had yet another sense, it
would appear as something still different. It has, therefore, no
real existence; it has no unchangeable, immovable, infinite
existence. Nor can it be called non-existence, seeing that it
exists, and we slave to work in and through it. It is a mixture
of existence and non-existence.
Coming from abstractions to the common, everyday details of our
lives, we find that our whole life is a contradiction, a mixture
of existence and non-existence. There is this contradiction in
knowledge. It seems that man can know everything, if he only
wants to know; but before he has gone a few steps, he finds an
adamantine wall which he cannot pass. All his work is in a
circle, and he cannot go beyond that circle. The problems which
are nearest and dearest to him are impelling him on and calling,
day and night, for a solution, but he cannot solve them, because
he cannot go beyond his intellect. And yet that desire is
implanted strongly in him. Still we know that the only good is
to be obtained by controlling and checking it. With every
breath, every impulse of our heart asks us to be selfish. At the
same time, there is some power beyond us which says that it is
unselfishness alone which is good. Every child is a born
optimist; he dreams golden dreams. In youth he becomes still
more optimistic. It is hard for a young man to believe that
there is such a thing as death, such a thing as defeat or
degradation. Old age comes, and life is a mass of ruins. Dreams
have vanished into the air, and the man becomes a pessimist.
Thus we go from one extreme to another, buffeted by nature,
without knowing where we are going. It reminds me of a
celebrated song in the Lalita Vistara, the biography of Buddha.
Buddha was born, says the book, as the saviour of mankind, but
he forgot himself in the luxuries of his palace. Some angels
came and sang a song to rouse him. And the burden of the whole
song is that we are floating down the river of life which is
continually changing with no stop and no rest. So are our lives,
going on and on without knowing any rest. What are we to do? The
man who has enough to eat and drink is an optimist, and he
avoids all mention of misery, for it frightens him. Tell not to
him of the sorrows and the sufferings of the world; go to him
and tell that it is all good. "Yes, I am safe," says he. "Look
at me! I have a nice house to live in. I do not fear cold and
hunger; therefore do not bring these horrible pictures before
me." But, on the other hand, there are others dying of cold and
hunger. If you go and teach them that it is all good, they will
not hear you. How can they wish others to be happy when they are
miserable? Thus we are oscillating between optimism and
pessimism.
Then, there is the tremendous fact of death. The whole world is
going towards death; everything dies. All our progress, our
vanities, our reforms, our luxuries, our wealth, our knowledge,
have that one end - death. That is all that is certain. Cities
come and go, empires rise and fall, planets break into pieces
and crumble into dust, to be blown about by the atmospheres of
other planets. Thus it has been going on from time without
beginning. Death is the end of everything. Death is the end of
life, of beauty, of wealth, of power, of virtue too. Saints die
and sinners die, kings die and beggars die. They are all going
to death, and yet this tremendous clinging on to life exists.
Somehow, we do not know why, we cling to life; we cannot give it
up. And this is Maya.
The mother is nursing a child with great care; all her soul, her
life, is in that child. The child grows, becomes a man, and
perchance becomes a blackguard and a brute, kicks her and beats
her every day; and yet the mother clings to the child; and when
her reason awakes, she covers it up with the idea of love. She
little thinks that it is not love, that it is something which
has got hold of her nerves, which she cannot shake off; however
she may try, she cannot shake off the bondage she is in. And
this is Maya.
We are all after the Golden Fleece. Every one of us thinks that
this will be his. Every reasonable man sees that his chance is,
perhaps, one in twenty millions, yet everyone struggles for it.
And this is Maya.
Death is stalking day and night over this earth of ours, but at
the same time we think we shall live eternally. A question was
once asked of King Yudhishthira, "What is the most wonderful
thing on this earth?" And the king replied, "Every day people
are dying around us, and yet men think they will never die." And
this is Maya.
These tremendous contradictions in our intellect, in our
knowledge, yea, in all the facts of our life face us on all
sides. A reformer arises and wants to remedy the evils that are
existing in a certain nation; and before they have been
remedied, a thousand other evils arise in another place. It is
like an old house that is falling; you patch it up in one place
and the ruin extends to another. In India, our reformers cry and
preach against the evils of enforced widowhood. In the West,
non-marriage is the great evil. Help the unmarried on one side;
they are suffering. Help the widows on the other; they are
suffering. It is like chronic rheumatism: you drive from the
head, and it goes to the body; you drive it from there, and it
goes to the feet. Reformers arise and preach that learning,
wealth, and culture should not be in the hands of a select few;
and they do their best to make them accessible to all. These may
bring more happiness to some, but, perhaps, as culture comes,
physical happiness lessens. The knowledge of happiness brings
the knowledge of unhappiness. Which way then shall we go? The
least amount of material prosperity that we enjoy is causing the
same amount of misery elsewhere. This is the law. The young,
perhaps, do not see it clearly, but those who have lived long
enough and those who have struggled enough will understand it.
And this is Maya. These things are going on, day and night, and
to find a solution of this problem is impossible. Why should it
be so? It is impossible to answer this, because the question
cannot be logically formulated. There is neither how nor why in
fact; we only know that it is and that we cannot help it. Even
to grasp it, to draw an exact image of it in our own mind, is
beyond our power. How can we solve it then?
Maya is a statement of the fact of this universe, of how it is
going on. People generally get frightened when these things are
told to them. But bold we must be. Hiding facts is not the way
to find a remedy. As you all know, a hare hunted by dogs puts
its head down and thinks itself safe; so, when we run into
optimism; we do just like the hare, but that is no remedy. There
are objections against this, but you may remark that they are
generally from people who possess many of the good things of
life. In this country (England) it is very difficult to become a
pessimist. Everyone tells me how wonderfully the world is going
on, how progressive; but what he himself is, is his own world.
Old questions arise: Christianity must be the only true religion
of the world because Christian nations are prosperous! But that
assertion contradicts itself, because the prosperity of the
Christian nation depends on the misfortune of non-Christian
nations. There must be some to prey on. Suppose the whole world
were to become Christian, then the Christian nations would
become poor, because there would be no non-Christian nations for
them to prey upon. Thus the argument kills itself. Animals are
living upon plants, men upon animals and, worst of all, upon one
another, the strong upon the weak. This is going on everywhere.
And this is Maya. What solution do you find for this? We hear
every day many explanations, and are told that in the long run
all will be good. Taking it for granted that this is possible,
why should there be this diabolical way of doing good? Why
cannot good be done through good, instead of through these
diabolical methods? The descendants of the human beings of today
will be happy; but why must there be all this suffering now?
There is no solution. This is Maya.
Again, we often hear that it is one of the features of evolution
that it eliminates evil, and this evil being continually
eliminated from the world, at last only good will remain. That
is very nice to hear, and it panders to the vanity of those who
have enough of this world's goods, who have not a hard struggle
to face every clay and are not being crushed under the wheel of
this so-called evolution. It is very good and comforting indeed
to such fortunate ones. The common herd may surfer, but they do
not care; let them die, they are of no consequence. Very good,
yet this argument is fallacious from beginning to end. It takes
for granted, in the first place, that manifested good and evil
in this world are two absolute realities. In the second place,
it make, at still worse assumption that the amount of good is an
increasing quantity and the amount of evil is a decreasing
quantity. So, if evil is being eliminated in this way by what
they call evolution, there will come a time when all this evil
will be eliminated and what remains will be all good. Very easy
to say, but can it be proved that evil is a lessening quantity?
Take, for instance, the man who lives in a forest, who does not
know how to cultivate the mind, cannot read a book, has not
heard of such a thing as writing. If he is severely wounded, he
is soon all right again; while we die if we get a scratch.
Machines are making things cheap, making for progress and
evolution, but millions are crushed, that one may become rich;
while one becomes rich, thousands at the same time become poorer
and poorer, and whole masses of human beings are made slaves.
That way it is going on. The animal man lives in the senses. If
he does not get enough to eat, he is miserable; or if something
happens to his body, he is miserable. In the senses both his
misery and his happiness begin and end. As soon as this man
progresses, as soon as his horizon of happiness increases, his
horizon of unhappiness increases proportionately. The man in the
forest does not know what it is to be jealous, to be in the law
courts, to pay taxes, to be blamed by society, to be ruled over
day and night by the most tremendous tyranny that human
diabolism ever invented, which pries into the secrets of every
human heart. He does not know how man becomes a thousand times
more diabolical than any other animal, with all his vain
knowledge and with all his pride. Thus it is that, as we emerge
out of the senses, we develop higher powers of enjoyment, and at
the same time we have to develop higher powers of suffering too.
The nerves become finer and capable off more suffering. In every
society, we often find that the ignorant, common man, when
abused, does not feel much, but he feels a good thrashing. But
the gentleman cannot bear a single word of abuse; he has become
so finely nerved. Misery has increased with his susceptibility
to happiness. This does not go much to prove the evolutionist's
case. As we increase our power to be happy, we also increase our
power to suffer, and sometimes I am inclined to think that if we
increase our power to become happy in arithmetical progression,
we shall increase, on the other hand, our power to become
miserable in geometrical progression. We who are progressing
know that the more we progress, the more avenues are opened to
pain as well as to pleasure. And this is Maya.
Thus we find that Maya is not a theory for the explanation of
the world; it is simply a statement of facts as they exist, that
the very basis of our being is contradiction, that everywhere we
have to move through this tremendous contradiction, that
wherever there is good, there must also be evil, and wherever
there is evil, there must be some good, wherever there is life,
death must follow as its shadow, and everyone who smiles will
have to weep, and vice versa. Nor can this state of things be
remedied. We may verily imagine that there will be a place where
there will be only good and no evil, where we shall only smile
and never weep. This is impossible in the very nature of things;
for the conditions will remain the same. Wherever there is the
power of producing a smile in us, there lurks the power of
producing tears. Wherever there is the power of producing
happiness, there lurks somewhere the power of making us
miserable.
Thus the Vedanta philosophy is neither optimistic nor
pessimistic. It voices both these views and takes things as they
are. It admits that this world is a mixture of good and evil,
happiness and misery, and that to increase the one, one must of
necessity increase the other. There will never be a perfectly
good or bad world, because the very idea is a contradiction in
terms. The great secret revealed by this analysis is that good
and bad are not two cut-and-dried, separate existences. There is
not one thing in this world of ours which you can label as good
and good alone, and there is not one thing in the universe which
you can label as bad and bad alone. The very same phenomenon
which is appearing to be good now, may appear to be bad
tomorrow. The same thing which is producing misery in one, may
produce happiness in another. The fire that burns the child, may
cook a good meal for a starving man. The same nerves that carry
the sensations of misery carry also the sensations of happiness.
The only way to stop evil, therefore, is to stop good also;
there is no other way. To stop death, we shall have to stop life
also. Life without death and happiness without misery are
contradictions, and neither can be found alone, because each of
them is but a different manifestation of the same thing. What I
thought to be good yesterday, I do not think to be good now.
When I look back upon my life and see what were my ideals at
different times, I final this to be so. At one time my ideal was
to drive a strong pair of horses; at another time I thought, if
I could make a certain kind of sweetmeat, I should be perfectly
happy; later I imagined that I should be entirely satisfied if I
had a wife and children and plenty of money. Today I laugh at
all these ideals as mere childish nonsense.
The Vedanta says, there must come a time when we shall look back
and laugh at the ideals which make us afraid of giving up our
individuality. Each one of us wants to keep this body for an
indefinite time, thinking we shall be very happy, but there will
come a time when we shall laugh at this idea. Now, if such be
the truth, we are in a state of hopeless contradiction - neither
existence nor non-existence, neither misery nor happiness, but a
mixture of them. What, then, is the use of Vedanta and all other
philosophies and religions? And, above all, what is the use of
doing good work? This is a question that comes to the mind. If
it is true that you cannot do good without doing evil, and
whenever you try to create happiness there will always be
misery, people will ask you, "What is the use of doing good?"
The answer is in the first place, that we must work for
lessening misery, for that is the only way to make ourselves
happy. Every one of us finds it out sooner or later in our
lives. The bright ones find it out a little earlier, and the
dull ones a little later. The dull ones pay very dearly for the
discovery and the bright ones less dearly. In the second place,
we must do our part, because that is the only way of getting out
of this life of contradiction. Both the forces of good and evil
will keep the universe alive for us, until we awake from our
dreams and give up this building of mud pies. That lesson we
shall have to learn, and it will take a long, long time to learn
it.
Attempts have been made in Germany to build a system of
philosophy on the basis that the Infinite has become the finite.
Such attempts are also made in England. And the analysis of the
position of these philosophers is this, that the Infinite is
trying to express itself in this universe, and that there will
come a time when the Infinite will succeed in doing so. It is
all very well, and we have used the words Infinite and
manifestation and expression, and so on, but philosophers
naturally ask for a logical fundamental basis for the statement
that the finite can fully express the Infinite. The Absolute and
the Infinite can become this universe only by limitation.
Everything must be limited that comes through the senses, or
through the mind, or through the intellect; and for the limited
to be the unlimited is simply absurd and can never be. The
Vedanta, on the other hand, says that it is true that the
Absolute or the Infinite is trying to express itself in the
finite, but there will come a time when it will find that it is
impossible, and it will then have to beat a retreat, and this
beating a retreat means renunciation which is the real beginning
of religion. Nowadays it is very hard even to talk of
renunciation. It was said of me in America that I was a man who
came out of a land that had been dead and buried for five
thousand years, and talked of renunciation. So says, perhaps,
the English philosopher. Yet it is true that that is the only
path to religion. Renounce and give up. What did Christ say? "He
that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." Again and again
did he preach renunciation as the only way to perfection. There
comes a time when the mind awakes from this long and dreary
dream - the child gives up its play and wants to go back to its
mother. It finds the truth of the statement, "Desire is never
satisfied by the enjoyment of desires, it only increases the
more, as fire, when butter is poured upon it."
This is true of all sense-enjoyments, of all intellectual
enjoyments, and of all the enjoyments of which the human mind is
capable. They are nothing, they are within Maya, within this
network beyond which we cannot go. We may run therein through
infinite time and find no end, and whenever we struggle to get a
little enjoyment, a mass of misery falls upon us. How awful is
this! And when I think of it, I cannot but consider that this
theory of Maya, this statement that it is all Maya, is the best
and only explanation. What an amount of misery there is in this
world; and if you travel among various nations you will find
that one nation attempts to cure its evils by one means, and
another by another. The very same evil has been taken up by
various races, and attempts have been made in various ways to
check it, yet no nation has succeeded. If it has been minimised
at one point, a mass of evil has been crowded at another point.
Thus it goes. The Hindus, to keep up a high standard of chastity
in the race, have sanctioned child-marriage, which in the long
run has degraded the race. At the same time, I cannot deny that
this child-marriage makes the race more chaste. What would you
have? If you want the nation to be more chaste, you weaken men
and women physically by child-marriage. On the other hand, are
you in England any better off? No, because chastity is the life
of a nation. Do you not find in history that the first
death-sign of a nation has been unchastity? When that has
entered, the end of the race is in sight. Where shall we get a
solution of these miseries then? If parents select husbands and
wives for their children, then this evil is minimised. The
daughters of India are more practical than sentimental. But very
little of poetry remains in their lives. Again, if people select
their own husbands and wives, that does not seem to bring much
happiness. The Indian woman is generally very happy; there are
not many cases of quarrelling between husband and wife. On the
other hand in the United States, where the greatest liberty
obtains, the number of unhappy homes and marriages is large.
Unhappiness is here, there, and everywhere. What does it show?
That, after all, not much happiness has been gained by all these
ideals. We all struggle for happiness and as soon as we get a
little happiness on one side, on the other side there comes
unhappiness.
Shall we not work to do good then? Yes, with more zest than
ever, but what this knowledge will do for us is to break down
our fanaticism. The Englishman will no more be a fanatic and
curse the Hindu. He will learn to respect the customs of
different nations. There will be less of fanaticism and more of
real work. Fanatics cannot work, they waste three-fourths of
their energy. It is the level-headed, calm, practical man who
works. So, the power to work will increase from this idea.
Knowing that this is the state of things, there will be more
patience. The sight of misery or of evil will not be able to
throw us off our balance and make us run after shadows.
Therefore, patience will come to us, knowing that the world will
have to go on in its own way. If, for instance, all men have
become good, the animals will have in the meantime evolved into
men, and will have to pass through the same state, and so with
the plants. But only one thing is certain; the mighty river is
rushing towards the ocean, and all the drops that constitute the
stream will in time be drawn into that boundless ocean. So, in
this life, with all its miseries and sorrows, its joys and
smiles and tears, one thing is certain, that all things are
rushing towards their goal, and it: is only a question of time
when you and I, and plants and animals, and every particles of
life that exists must reach the Infinite Ocean of Perfection,
must attain to Freedom, to God.
Let me repeat, once more, that the Vedantic position is neither
pessimism nor optimism. It does not say that this world is all
evil or all good. It says that our evil is of no less value than
our good, and our good of no more value than our evil. They are
bound together. This is the world, and knowing this, you work
with patience. What for? Why should we work? If this is the
state of things, what shall we do? Why not become agnostics? The
modern agnostics also know there is no solution of this problem,
no getting out of this evil of Maya, as we say in our language;
therefore they tell us to be satisfied and enjoy life. Here,
again, is a mistake, a tremendous mistake, a most illogical
mistake. And it is this. What do you mean by life? Do you mean
only the life of the senses? In this, every one of us differs
only slightly from the brutes. I am sure that no one is present
here whose life is only in the senses. Then, this present life
means something more than that. Our feelings, thoughts, and
aspirations are all part and parcel of our life; and is not the
struggle towards the area, ideal, towards perfection, one of the
most important components of what we call life? According to the
agnostics, we must enjoy life as it is. But this life means,
above all, this search after the ideal; the essence of life is
going towards perfection. We must have that, and, therefore, we
cannot be agnostics or take the world as it appears. The
agnostic position takes this life, minus the ideal component, to
be all that exists. And this, the agnostic claims, cannot be
reached, therefore he must give up the search. This is what is
called Maya - this nature, this universe.
All religions are more or less attempts to get beyond nature -
the crudest or the most developed, expressed through mythology
or symbology, stories of gods, angels or demons, or through
stories of saints or seers, great men or prophets, or through
the abstractions of philosophy - all have that one object, all
are trying to get beyond these limitations. In one word, they
are all struggling towards freedom. Man feels, consciously or
unconsciously, that he is bound; he is not what he wants to be.
It was taught to him at the very moment he began to look around.
That very instant he learnt that he was bound, and be also found
that there was something in him which wanted to fly beyond,
where the body could not follow, but which was as yet chained
down by this limitation. Even in the lowest of religious ideas,
where departed ancestors and other spirits - mostly violent and
cruel, lurking about the houses of their friends, fond of
bloodshed and strong drink - are worshipped, even there we find
that one common factor, that of freedom. The man who wants to
worship the gods sees in them, above all things, greater freedom
than in himself. If a door is closed, he thinks the gods can get
through it, and that walls have no limitations for them. This
idea of freedom increases until it comes to the ideal of a
Personal God, of which the central concept is that He is a Being
beyond the limitation of nature, of Maya. I see before me, as it
were, that in some of those forest retreats this question is
being, discussed by those ancient sages of India; and in one of
them, where even the oldest and the holiest fail to reach the
solutions a young man stands up in the midst of them, and
declares, "Hear, ye children of immortality, hear, ye who live
in the highest places, I have found the way. By knowing Him who
is beyond darkness we can go beyond death."
This Maya is everywhere. It is terrible. Yet we have to work
through it. The man who says that he will work when the world
has become all good and then he will enjoy bliss is as likely to
succeed as the man who sits beside the Ganga and says, "I will
ford the river when all the water has run into the ocean." The
way is not with Maya, but against it. This is another fact to
learn. We are not born as helpers of nature, but competitors
with nature. We are its bond-masters, but we bind ourselves
down. Why is this house here? Nature did not build it. Nature
says, go and live in the forest. Man says, I will build a house
and fight with nature, and he does so. The whole history of
humanity is a continuous fight against the so-called laws of
nature, and man gains in the end. Coming to the internal world,
there too the same fight is going on, this fight between the
animal man and the spiritual man, between light and darkness;
and here too man becomes victorious. He, as it were, cuts his
way out of nature to freedom.
We see, then, that beyond this Maya the Vedantic philosophers
find something which is not bound by Maya; and if we can get
there, we shall not be bound by Maya. This idea is in some form
or other the common property of all religions. But, with the
Vedanta, it is only the beginning of religion and not the end.
The idea of a Personal God, the Ruler and Creator of this
universe, as He has been styled, the Ruler of Maya, or nature,
is not the end of these Vedantic ideas; it is only the
beginning. The idea grows and grows until the Vedantist finds
that He who, he thought, was standing outside, is he himself and
is in reality within. He is the one who is free, but who through
limitation thought he was bound.
CHAPTER IV
MAYA AND THE EVOLUTION OF THE CONCEPTION OF GOD
(Delivered in London, 20th October 1896)
We have seen how the idea of Mâyâ, which forms, as it were, one
of the basic doctrines of the Advaita Vedanta, is, in its germs,
found even in the Samhitâs, and that in reality all the ideas
which are developed in the Upanishads are to be found already in
the Samhitas in some form or other. Most of you are by this time
familiar with the idea of Maya, and know that it is sometimes
erroneously explained as illusion, so that when the universe is
said to be Maya, that also has to be explained as being
illusion. The translation of the word is neither happy nor
correct. Maya is not a theory; it is simply a statement of facts
about the universe as it exists, and to understand Maya we must
go back to the Samhitas and begin with the conception in the
germ.
We have seen how the idea of the Devas came. At the same time we
know that these Devas were at first only powerful beings,
nothing more. Most of you are horrified when reading the old
scriptures, whether of the Greeks, the Hebrews, the Persians, or
others, to find that the ancient gods sometimes did things
which, to us, are very repugnant. But when we read these books,
we entirely forget that we are persons of the nineteenth
century, and these gods were beings existing thousands of years
ago. We also forget that the people who worshipped these gods
found nothing incongruous in their characters, found nothing to
frighten them, because they were very much like themselves. I
may also remark that that is the one great lesson we have to
learn throughout our lives. In judging others we always judge
them by our own ideals. That is not as it should be. Everyone
must be judged according to his own ideal, and not by that of
anyone else. In our dealings with our fellow-beings we
constantly labour under this mistake, and I am of opinion that
the vast majority of our quarrels with one another arise simply
from this one cause that we are always trying to judge others'
gods by our own, others' ideals by our ideals, and others'
motives by our motives. Under certain circumstances I might do a
certain thing, and when I see another person taking the same
course I think he has also the same motive actuating him, little
dreaming that although the effect may be the same, yet many
other causes may produce the same thing. He may have performed
the action with quite a different motive from that which
impelled me to do it. So in judging of those ancient religions
we must not take the standpoint to which we incline, but must
put ourselves into the position of thought and life of those
early times.
The idea of the cruel and ruthless Jehovah in the Old Testament
has frightened many - but why? What right have they to assume
that the Jehovah of the ancient Jews must represent the
conventional idea of the God of the present day? And at the same
time, we must not forget that there will come men after us who
will laugh at our ideas of religion and God in the same way that
we laugh at those of the ancients. Yet, through all these
various conceptions runs the golden thread of unity, and it is
the purpose of the Vedanta to discover this thread. "I am the
thread that runs through all these various ideas, each one of
which is; like a pearl," says the Lord Krishna; and it is the
duty of Vedanta to establish this connecting thread, however
incongruous or disgusting may seem these ideas when judged
according to the conceptions of today. These ideas, in the
setting of past times, were harmonious and not more hideous than
our present ideas. It is only when we try to take them out of
their settings and apply to our own present circumstances that
the hideousness becomes obvious. For the old surroundings are
dead and gone. Just as the ancient Jew has developed into the
keen, modern, sharp Jew, and the ancient Aryan into the
intellectual Hindu similarly Jehovah has grown, and Devas have
grown.
The great mistake is in recognising the evolution of the
worshippers, while we do not acknowledge the evolution of the
Worshipped. He is not credited with the advance that his
devotees have made. That is to say, you and I, representing
ideas, have grown; these gods also, as representing ideas, have
grown. This may seem somewhat curious to you - that God can
grow. He cannot. He is unchangeable. In the same sense the real
man never grows. But man's ideas of God are constantly changing
and expanding. We shall see later on how the real man behind
each one of these human manifestations is immovable,
unchangeable, pure, and always perfect; and in the same way the
idea that we form of God is a mere manifestation, our own
creation. Behind that is the real God who never changes, the
ever pure, the immutable. But the manifestation is always
changing revealing the reality behind more and more. When it
reveals more of the fact behind, it is called progression, when
it hides more of the fact behind, it is called retrogression.
Thus, as we grow, so the gods grow. From the ordinary point of
view, just as we reveal ourselves as we evolve, so the gods
reveal themselves.
We shall now be in a position to understand the theory of Maya.
In all the regions of the world the one question they propose to
discuss is this: Why is there disharmony in the universe? Why is
there this evil in the universe? We do not find this question in
the very inception of primitive religious ideas, because the
world did not appear incongruous to the primitive man.
Circumstances were not inharmonious for him; there was no dash
of opinions; to him there was no antagonism of good and evil.
There was merely a feeling in his own heart of something which
said yea, and something which said nay. The primitive man was a
man of impulse. He did what occurred to him, and tried to bring
out through his muscles whatever thought came into his mind, and
he never stopped to judge, and seldom tried to check his
impulses. So with the gods, they were also creatures of impulse.
Indra comes and shatters the forces of the demons. Jehovah is
pleased with one person and displeased with another, for what
reason no one knows or asks. The habit of inquiry had not then
arisen, and whatever he did was regarded as right. There was no
idea of good or evil. The Devas did many wicked things in our
sense of the word; again and again Indra and other gods
committed very wicked deeds, but to the worshippers of Indra the
ideas of wickedness and evil did not occur, so they did not
question them.
With the advance of ethical ideas came the fight. There arose a
certain sense in man, called in different languages and nations
by different names. Call it the voice of God, or the result of
past education, or whatever else you like, but the effect was
this that it had a checking power upon the natural impulses of
man. There is one impulse in our minds which says, do. Behind it
rises another voice which says, do not. There is one set of
ideas in our mind which is always struggling to get outside
through the channels of the senses, and behind that, although it
may be thin and weak, there is an infinitely small voice which
says, do not go outside. The two beautiful Sanskrit words for
these phenomena are Pravritti and Nivritti, "circling forward"
and "circling inward". It is the circling forward which usually
governs our actions. Religion begins with this circling inward.
Religion begins with this "do not". Spirituality begins with
this "do not". When the "do not" is not there, religion has not
begun. And this "do not" came, causing men's ideas to grow,
despite the fighting gods which they had worshipped.
A little love awoke in the hearts of mankind. It was very small
indeed, and even now it is not much greater. It was at first
confined to a tribe embracing perhaps members of the same tribe;
these gods loved their tribes and each god was a tribal god, the
protector of that tribe. And sometimes the members of a tribe
would think of themselves as the descendants of their god, just
as the clans in different nations think that they are the common
descendants of the man who was the founder of the clan. There
were in ancient times, and are even now, some people who claim
to be descendants not only of these tribal gods, but also of the
Sun and the Moon. You read in the ancient Sanskrit books of the
great heroic emperors of the solar and the lunar dynasties. They
were first worshippers of the Sun and the Moon, and gradually
came to think of themselves as descendants of the god of the Sun
of the Moon, and so forth. So when these tribal ideas began to
grow there came a little love, some slight idea of duty towards
each other, a little social organisation. Then, naturally, the
idea came: How can we live together without bearing and
forbearing? How can one man live with another without having
some time or other to check his impulses, to restrain himself,
to forbear from doing things which his mind would prompt him to
do? It is impossible. Thus comes the idea of restraint. The
whole social fabric is based upon that idea of restraint, and we
all know that the man or woman who has not learnt the great
lesson of bearing and forbearing leads a most miserable life.
Now, when these ideas of religion came, a glimpse of something
higher, more ethical, dawned upon the intellect of mankind. The
old gods were found to be incongruous - these boisterous,
fighting, drinking, beef-eating gods of the ancients - whose
delight was in the smell of burning flesh and libations of
strong liquor. Sometimes Indra drank so much that he fell upon
the ground and talked unintelligibly. These gods could no longer
be tolerated. The notion had arisen of inquiring into motives,
and the gods had to come in for their share of inquiry. Reason
for such-and-such actions was demanded and the reason was
wanting. Therefore man gave up these gods, or rather they
developed higher ideas concerning them. They took a survey, as
it were, of all the actions and qualities of the gods and
discarded those which they could not harmonise, and kept those
which they could understand, and combined them, labelling them
with one name, Deva-deva, the God of gods. The god to be
worshipped was no more a simple symbol of power; something more
was required than that. He was an ethical god; he loved mankind,
and did good to mankind. But the idea of god still remained.
They increased his ethical significance, and increased also his
power. He became the most ethical being in the universe, as well
as almost almighty.
But all this patchwork would not do. As the explanation assumed
greater proportions, the difficulty which it sought to solve did
the same. If the qualities of the god increased in arithmetical
progression, the difficulty and doubt increased in geometrical
progression. The difficulty of Jehovah was very little beside
the difficulty of the God of the universe, and this question
remains to the present day. Why under the reign of an almighty
and all-loving God of the universe should diabolical things be
allowed to remain? Why so much more misery than happiness, and
so much more wickedness than good? We may shut our eyes to all
these things, but the fact still remains that this world is a
hideous world. At best, it is the hell of Tantalus. Here we are
with strong impulses and stronger cravings for sense-enjoyments,
but cannot satisfy them. There rises a wave which impels us
forward in spite of our own will, and as soon as we move one
step, comes a blow. We are all doomed to live here like
Tantalus. Ideals come into our head far beyond the limit of our
sense-ideals, but when we seek to express them, we cannot do so.
On the other hand, we are crushed by the surging mass around us.
Yet if I give up all ideality and merely struggle through this
world, my existence is that of a brute, and I degenerate and
degrade myself. Neither way is happiness. Unhappiness is the
fate of those who are content to live in this world, born as
they are. A thousand times greater misery is the fate of those
who dare to stand forth for truth and for higher things and who
dare to ask for something higher than mere brute existence here.
These are facts; but there is no explanation - there cannot be
any explanation. But the Vedanta shows the way out. You must
bear in mind that I have to tell you facts that will frighten
you sometimes, but if you remember what I say, think of it, and
digest it, it will be yours, it will raise you higher, and make
you capable of understanding and living in truth.
Now, it is a statement of fact that this world is a Tantalus's
hell, that we do not know anything about this universe, yet at
the same time we cannot say that we do not know. I cannot say
that this chain exists, when I think that I do not know it. It
may be an entire delusion of my brain. I may be dreaming all the
time. I am dreaming that I am talking to you, and that you are
listening to me. No one can prove that it is not a dream. My
brain itself may be a dream, and as to that no one has ever seen
his own brain. We all take it for granted. So it is with
everything. My own body I take for granted. At the same time I
cannot say, I do not know. This standing between knowledge and
ignorance, this mystic twilight, the mingling of truth and
falsehood - and where they meet - no one knows. We are walking
in the midst of a dream, half sleeping, half waking, passing all
our lives in a haze; this is the fate of every one of us. This
is the fate of all sense-knowledge. This is the fate of all
philosophy, of all boasted science, of all boasted human
knowledge. This is the universe.
What you call matter, or spirit, or mind, or anything else you
may like to call them, the fact remains the same: we cannot say
that they are, we cannot say that they are not. We cannot say
they are one, we cannot say they are many. This eternal play of
light and darkness - indiscriminate, indistinguishable,
inseparable - is always there. A fact, yet at the same time not
a fact; awake and at the same time asleep. This is a statement
of facts, and this is what is called Maya. We are born in this
Maya, we live in it, we think in it, we dream in it. We are
philosophers in it, we are spiritual men in it, nay, we are
devils in this Maya, and we are gods in this Maya. Stretch your
ideas as far as you can make them higher and higher, call them
infinite or by any other name you please, even these ideas are
within this Maya. It cannot be otherwise, and the whole of human
knowledge is a generalization of this Maya trying to know it as
it appears to be. This is the work of Nâma-Rupa - name and form.
Everything that has form, everything that calls up an idea in
your mind, is within Maya; for everything that is bound by the
laws of time, space, and causation is within Maya.
Let us go back a little to those early ideas of God and see what
became of them. We perceive at once that the idea of some Being
who is eternally loving us - eternally unselfish and almighty,
ruling this universe - could not satisfy. "Where is the just,
merciful God?" asked the philosopher. Does He not see millions
and millions of His children perish, in the form of men and
animals; for who can live one moment here without killing
others? Can you draw a breath without destroying thousands of
lives? You live, because, millions die. Every moment of your
life, every breath that you breathe, is death to thousands;
every movement that you make is death to millions. Every morsel
that you eat is death to millions. Why should they die? There is
an old sophism that they are very low existences. Supposing they
are - which is questionable, for who knows whether the ant is
greater than the man, or the man than the ant - who can prove
one way or the other? Apart from that question, even taking it
for granted that these are very low beings, still why should
they die? If they are low, they have more reason to live. Why
not? Because they live more in the senses, they feel pleasure
and pain a thousand fold more than you or I can do. Which of us
eats a dinner with the same gusto as a dog or wolf? None,
because our energies are not in the senses; they are in the
intellect, in the spirit. But in animals, their whole soul is in
the senses, and they become mad and enjoy things which we human
beings never dream of, and the pain is commensurate with the
pleasure. Pleasure and pain are meted out in equal measure. If
the pleasure felt by animals is so much keener than that felt by
man, it follows that the animals' sense of pain is as keen, if
not keener than man's. So the fact is, the pain and misery men
feel in dying is intensified a thousand fold in animals, and yet
we kill them without troubling ourselves about their misery.
This is Maya. And if we suppose there is a Personal God like a
human being, who made everything, these so-called explanations
and theories which try to prove that out of evil comes good are
not sufficient. Let twenty thousand good things come, but why
should they come from evil? On that principle, I might cut the
throats of others because I want the full pleasure of my five
senses. That is no reason. Why should good come through evil?
The question remains to be answered, and it cannot be answered.
The philosophy of India was compelled to admit this.
The Vedanta was (and is) the boldest system of religion. It
stopped nowhere, and it had one advantage. There was no body of
priests who sought to suppress every man who tried to tell the
truth. There was always absolute religious freedom. In India the
bondage of superstition is a social one; here in the West
society is very free. Social matters in India are very strict,
but religious opinion is free. In England a man may dress any
way he likes, or eat what he lilies - no one objects; but if he
misses attending church, then Mrs. Grundy is down on him. He has
to conform first to what society says on religion, and then he
may think of the truth. In India, on the other hand, if a man
dines with one who does not belong to his own caste, down comes
society with all its terrible powers and crushes him then and
there. If he wants to dress a little differently from the way in
which his ancestor dressed ages ago, he is done for. I have
heard of a man who was cast out by society because he went
several miles to see the first railway train. Well, we shall
presume that was not true! But in religion, we find atheists,
materialists, and Buddhists, creeds, opinions, and speculations
of every phase and variety, some of a most startling character,
living side by side. Preachers of all sects go about reaching
and getting adherents, and at the very gates of the temples of
gods, the Brâhmins - to their credit be it said - allow even the
materialists to stand and give forth their opinions.
Buddha died at a ripe old age. I remember a friend of mine, a
great American scientist, who was fond of reading his life. He
did not like the death of Buddha, because he was not crucified.
What a false idea! For a man to be great he must be murdered!
Such ideas never prevailed in India. This great Buddha travelled
all over India, denouncing her gods and even the God of the
universe, and yet he lived to a good old age. For eighty years
he lived, and had converted half the country.
Then, there were the Chârvâkas, who preached horrible things,
the most rank, undisguised materialism, such as in the
nineteenth century they dare not openly preach. These Charvakas
were allowed to preach from temple to temple, and city to city,
that religion was all nonsense, that it was priest craft, that
the Vedas were the words and writings of fools, rogues, and
demons, and that there was neither God nor an eternal soul. If
there was a soul, why did it not come back after death drawn by
the love of wife and child. Their idea was that if there was a
soul it must still love after death, and want good things to eat
and nice dress. Yet no one hurt these Charvakas.
Thus India has always had this magnificent idea of religious
freedom, and you must remember that freedom is the first
condition of growth. What you do not make free, will never grow.
The idea that you can make others grow and help their growth,
that you can direct and guide them, always retaining for
yourself the freedom of the teacher, is nonsense, a dangerous
lie which has retarded the growth of millions and millions of
human beings in this world. Let men have the light of liberty.
That is the only condition of growth.
We, in India, allowed liberty in spiritual matters, and we have
a tremendous spiritual power in religious thought even today.
You grant the same liberty in social matters, and so have a
splendid social organisation. We have not given any freedom to
the expansion of social matters, and ours is a cramped society.
You have never given any freedom in religious matters but with
fire and sword have enforced your beliefs, and the result is
that religion is a stunted, degenerated growth in the European
mind. In India, we have to take off the shackles from society;
in Europe, the chains must be taken from the feet of spiritual
progress. Then will come a wonderful growth and development of
man. If we discover that there is one unity running through all
these developments, spiritual, moral, and social, we shall find
that religion, in the fullest sense of the word, must come into
society, and into our everyday life. In the light of Vedanta you
will Understand that all sciences are but manifestations of
religion, and so is everything that exists in this world.
We see, then, that through freedom the sciences were built; and
in them we have two sets of opinions, the one the materialistic
and denouncing, and the other the positive and constructive. It
is a most curious fact that in every society you find them.
Supposing there is an evil in society, you will find immediately
one group rise up and denounce it in vindictive fashion, which
sometimes degenerates into fanaticism. There are fanatics in
every society, and women frequently join in these outcries,
because of their impulsive nature. Every fanatic who gets up and
denounces something can secure a following. It is very easy to
break down; a maniac can break anything he likes, but it would
be hard for him to build up anything. These fanatics may do some
good, according to their light, but much more harm. Because
social institutions are not made in a day, and to change them
means removing the cause. Suppose there is an evil; denouncing
it will not remove it, but you must go to work at the root.
First find out the cause, then remove it, and the effect will be
removed also. Mere outcry not produce any effect, unless indeed
it produces misfortune.
There are others who had sympathy in their hearts and who
understood the idea that we must go deep into the cause, these
were the great saints. One fact you must remember, that all the
great teachers of the world have declared that they came not to
destroy but to fulfil. Many times his has not been understood,
and their forbearance has been thought to be an unworthy
compromise with existing popular opinions. Even now, you
occasionally hear that these prophets and great teachers were
rather cowardly, and dared not say and do what they thought was
right; but that was not so. Fanatics little understand the
infinite power of love in the hearts of these great sages who
looked upon the inhabitants of this world as their children.
They were the real fathers, the real gods, filled with infinite
sympathy and patience for everyone; they were ready to bear and
forbear. They knew how human society should grow, and patiently
slowly, surely, went on applying their remedies, not by
denouncing and frightening people, but by gently and kindly
leading them upwards step by step. Such were the writers of the
Upanishads. They knew full well how the old ideas of God were
not reconcilable with the advanced ethical ideas of the time;
they knew full well that what the atheists were preaching
contained a good deal of truth, nay, great nuggets of truth; but
at the same time, they understood that those who wished to sever
the thread that bound the beads, who wanted to build a new
society in the air, would entirely fail.
We never build a new, we simply change places; we cannot have
anything new, we only change the position of things. The seed
grows into the tree, patiently and gently; we must direct our
energies towards the truth and fulfill the truth that exists,
not try to make new truths. Thus, instead of denouncing these
old ideas of God as unfit for modern times, the ancient sages
began to seek out the reality that was in them. The result was
the Vedanta philosophy, and out of the old deities, out of the
monotheistic God, the Ruler of the universe, they found yet
higher and higher ideas in what is called the Impersonal
Absolute; they found oneness throughout the universe.
He who sees in this world of manifoldness that One running
through all, in this world of death he who finds that One
Infinite Life, and in this world of insentience and ignorance he
who finds that One Light and Knowledge, unto him belongs eternal
peace. Unto none else, unto none else.
CHAPTER V
MAYA AND FREEDOM
(Delivered in London, 22nd October 1896)
"Trailing clouds of glory we come," says the poet. Not all of us
come as trailing clouds of glory however; some of us come as
trailing black fogs; there can be no question about that. But
every one of us comes into this world to fight, as on a
battlefield. We come here weeping to fight our way, as well as
we can, and to make a path for ourselves through this infinite
ocean of life; forward we go, having long ages behind us and an
immense expanse beyond. So on we go, till death comes and takes
us off the field - victorious or defeated, we do not know. And
this is Mâyâ.
Hope is dominant in the heart of childhood. The whole world is a
golden vision to the opening eyes of the child; he thinks his
will is supreme. As he moves onward, at every step nature stands
as an adamantine wall, barring his future progress. He may hurl
himself against it again and again, striving to break through.
The further he goes, the further recedes the ideal, till death
comes, and there is release, perhaps. And this is Maya.
A man of science rises, he is thirsting after knowledge. No
sacrifice is too great, no struggle too hopeless for him. He
moves onward discovering secret after secret of nature,
searching out the secrets from her innermost heart, and what
for? What is it all for? Why should we give him glory? Why
should he acquire fame? Does not nature do infinitely more than
any human being can do? - and nature is dull, insentient. Why
should it be glory to imitate the dull, the insentient? Nature
can hurl a thunderbolt of any magnitude to any distance. If a
man can do one small part as much, we praise him and laud him to
the skies. Why? Why should we praise him for imitating nature,
imitating death, imitating dullness imitating insentience? The
force of gravitation can pull to pieces the biggest mass that
ever existed; yet it is insentient. What glory is there in
imitating the insentient? Yet we are all struggling after that.
And this is maya.
The senses drag the human soul out. Man is seeking for pleasure
and for happiness where it can never be found. For countless
ages we are all taught that this is futile and vain, there is no
happiness here. But we cannot learn; it is impossible for us to
do so, except through our own experiences. We try them, and a
blow comes. Do we learn then? Not even then. Like moths hurling
themselves against the flame, we are hurling ourselves again and
again into sense-pleasures, hoping to find satisfaction there.
We return again and again with freshened energy; thus we go on,
till crippled and cheated we die. And this is Maya.
So with our intellect. In our desire to solve the mysteries of
the universe, we cannot stop our questioning, we feel we must
know and cannot believe that no knowledge is to be gained. A few
steps, and there arises the wall of beginningless and endless
time which we cannot surmount. A few steps, and there appears a
wall of boundless space which cannot be surmounted, and the
whole is irrevocably bound in by the walls of cause and effect.
We cannot go beyond them. Yet we struggle, and still have to
struggle. And this is Maya.
With every breath, with every pulsation of the heart with every
one of our movements, we think we are free, and the very same
moment we are shown that we are not. Bound slaves, nature's
bond-slaves, in body, in mind, in all our thoughts, in all our
feelings. And this is Maya.
There was never a mother who did not think her child was a born
genius, the most extraordinary child that was ever born; she
dotes upon her child. Her whole soul is in the child. The child
grows up, perhaps becomes a drunkard, a brute, ill-treats the
mother, and the more he ill-treats her, the more her love
increases. The world lauds it as the unselfish love of the
mother, little dreaming that the mother is a born slave, she
cannot help it. She would a thousand times rather throw off the
burden, but she cannot. So she covers it with a mass of flowers,
which she calls wonderful love. And this is Maya.
We are all like this in the world. A legend tells how once
Nârada said to Krishna, "Lord, show me Maya." A few days passed
away, and Krishna asked Narada to make a trip with him towards a
desert, and after walking for several miles, Krishna said,
"Narada, I am thirsty; can you fetch some water for me?" "I will
go at once, sir, and get you water." So Narada went. At a little
distance there was a village; he entered the village in search
of water and knocked at a door, which was opened by a most
beautiful young girl. At the sight of her he immediately forgot
that his Master was waiting for water, perhaps dying for the
want of it. He forgot everything and began to talk with the
girl. All that day he did not return to his Master. The next
day, he was again at the house, talking to the girl. That talk
ripened into love; he asked the father for the daughter, and
they were married and lived there and had children. Thus twelve
years passed. His father-in-law died, he inherited his property.
He lived, as he seemed to think, a very happy life with his wife
and children, his fields and his cattle. and so forth. Then came
a flood. One night the river rose until it overflowed its banks
and flooded the whole village. Houses fell, men and animals were
swept away and drowned, and everything was floating in the rush
of the stream. Narada had to escape. With one hand be held his
wife, and with the other two of his children; another child was
on his shoulders, and he was trying to ford this tremendous
flood. After a few steps he found the current was too strong,
and the child on his shoulders fell and was borne away. A cry of
despair came from Narada. In trying to save that child, he lost
his grasp upon one of the others, and it also was lost. At last
his wife, whom he clasped with all his might, was torn away by
the current, and he was thrown on the bank, weeping and wailing
in bitter lamentation. Behind him there came a gentle voice, "My
child, where is the water? You went to fetch a pitcher of water,
and I am waiting for you; you have been gone for quite half an
hour." "Half an hour! " Narada exclaimed. Twelve whole years had
passed through his mind, and all these scenes had happened in
half an hour! And this is Maya.
In one form or another, we are all in it. It is a most difficult
and intricate state of things to understand. It has been
preached in every country, taught everywhere, but only believed
in by a few, because until we get the experiences ourselves we
cannot believe in it. What does it show? Something very
terrible. For it is all futile. Time, the avenger of everything,
comes, and nothing is left. He swallows up the saint and the
sinner, the king and the peasant, the beautiful and the ugly; he
leaves nothing. Everything is rushing towards that one goal
destruction. Our knowledge, our arts, our sciences, everything
is rushing towards it. None can stem the tide, none can hold it
back for a minute. We may try to forget it, in the same way that
persons in a plague-striker city try to create oblivion by
drinking, dancing, and other vain attempts, and so becoming
paralysed. So we are trying to forget, trying to create oblivion
by all sorts of sense-pleasures. And this is Maya.
Two ways have been proposed. One method, which everyone knows,
is very common, and that is: "It may be very true, but do not
think of it. 'Make hay while the sun shines,' as the proverb
says. It is all true, it is a fact, but do not mind it. Seize
the few pleasures you can, do what little you can, do not look
at tile dark side of the picture, but always towards the
hopeful, the positive side." There is some truth in this, but
there is also a danger. The truth is that it is a good motive
power. Hope and a positive ideal are very good motive powers for
our lives, but there is a certain danger in them. The danger
lies in our giving up the struggle in despair. Such is the case
with those who preach, "Take the world as it is, sit down as
calmly and comfortably as you can and be contented with all
these miseries. When you receive blows, say they are not blows
but flowers; and when you are driven about like slaves, say that
you are free. Day and night tell lies to others and to your own
souls, because that is the only way to live happily." This is
what is called practical wisdom, and never was it more prevalent
in the world than in this nineteenth century; because never were
harder blows hit than at the present time, never was competition
keener, never were men so cruel to their fellow-men as now; and,
therefore, must this consolation be offered. It is put forward
in the strongest way at the present time; but it fails, as it
always must fail. We cannot hide a carrion with roses; it is
impossible. It would not avail long; for soon the roses would
fade, and the carrion would be worse than ever before. So with
our lives. We may try to cover our old and festering sores with
cloth of gold, but there comes a day when the cloth of gold is
removed, and the sore in all its ugliness is revealed.
Is there no hope then? True it is that we are all slaves of
Maya, born in Maya, and live in Maya. Is there then no way out,
no hope? That we are all miserable, that this world is really a
prison, that even our so-called trailing beauty is but a
prison-house, and that even our intellects and minds are
prison-houses, have been known for ages upon ages. There has
never been a man, there has never been a human soul, who has not
felt this sometime or other, however he may talk. And the old
people feel it most, because in them is the accumulated
experience of a whole life, because they cannot be easily
cheated by the lies of nature. Is there no way out? We find that
with all this, with this terrible fact before us, in the midst
of sorrow and suffering, even in this world where life and death
are synonymous, even here, there is a still small voice that is
ringing through all ages, through every country, and in every
heart: "This My Maya is divine, made up of qualities, and very
difficult to cross. Yet those that come unto Me, cross the river
of life." "Come unto Me all ye that labour and are heavy laden
and I will give you rest." This is the voice that is leading us
forward. Man has heard it, and is hearing it all through the
ages. This voice comes to men when everything seems to be lost
and hope has fled, when man's dependence on his own strength has
been crushed down and everything seems to melt away between his
fingers, and life is a hopeless ruin. Then he hears it. This is
called religion.
On the one side, therefore, is the bold assertion that this is
all nonsense that this is Maya, but along with it there is the
most hopeful assertion that beyond Maya, there is a way out. On
the other hand, practical men tell us, "Don't bother your heads
about such nonsense as religion and metaphysics. Live here; this
is a very bad world indeed, but make the best of it." Which put
in plain language means, live a hypocritical, lying life, a life
of continuous fraud, covering all sores in the best way you can.
Go on putting patch after patch, until everything is lost, and
you are a mass of patchwork. This is what is called practical
life. Those that are satisfied with this patchwork will never
come to religion. Religion begins with a tremendous
dissatisfaction with the present state of things, with our
lives, and a hatred, an intense hatred, for this patching up of
life, an unbounded disgust for fraud and lies. He alone can be
religious who dares say, as the mighty Buddha once said under
the Bo-tree, when this idea of practicality appeared before him
and he saw that it was nonsense, and yet could not find a way
out. When the temptation came to him to give up his search after
truth, to go back to the world and live the old life of fraud,
calling things by wrong names, telling lies to oneself and to
everybody, he, the giant, conquered it and said, "Death is
better than a vegetating ignorant life; it is better to die on
the battle-field than to live a life of defeat." This is the
basis of religion. When a man takes this stand, he is on the way
to find the truth, he is on the way to God. That determination
must be the first impulse towards becoming religious. I will hew
out a way for myself. I will know the truth or give up my life
in the attempt. For on this side it is nothing, it is gone, it
is vanishing every day. The beautiful, hopeful, young person of
today is the veteran of tomorrow. Hopes and joys and pleasures
will die like blossoms with tomorrow's frost. That is one side;
on the other, there are the great charms of conquest, victories
over all the ills of life, victory over life itself, the
conquest of the universe. On that side men can stand. Those who
dare, therefore, to struggle for victory, for truth, for
religion, are in the right way; and that is what the Vedas
preach: Be not in despair, the way is very difficult, like
walking on the edge of a razor; yet despair not, arise, awake,
and find the ideal, the goal.
Now all these various manifestations of religion, in whatever
shape and form they have come to mankind, have this one common
central basis. It is the preaching of freedom, the way out of
this world. They never came to reconcile the world and religion,
but to cut the Gordian knot, to establish religion in its own
ideal, and not to compromise with the world. That is what every
religion preaches, and the duty of the Vedanta is to harmonise
all these aspirations, to make manifest the common ground
between all the religions of the world, the highest as well as
the lowest. What we call the most arrant superstition and the
highest philosophy really have a common aim in that they both
try to show the way out of the same difficulty, and in most
cases this way is through the help of someone who is not himself
bound by the laws of nature in one word, someone who is free. In
spite of all the difficulties and differences of opinion about
the nature of the one free agent, whether he is a Personal God,
or a sentient being like man, whether masculine, feminine, or
neuter - and the discussions have been endless - the fundamental
idea is the same. In spite of the almost hopeless contradictions
of the different systems, we find the golden thread of unity
running through them all, and in this philosophy, this golden
thread has been traced revealed little by little to our view,
and the first step to this revelation is the common ground that
all are advancing towards freedom.
One curious fact present in the midst of all our joys and
sorrows, difficulties and struggles, is that we are surely
journeying towards freedom. The question was practically this:
"What is this universe? From what does it arise? Into what does
it go?" And the answer was: "In freedom it rises, in freedom it
rests, and into freedom it melts away." This idea of freedom you
cannot relinquish. Your actions, your very lives will be lost
without it. Every moment nature is proving us to be slaves and
not free. Yet, simultaneously rises the other idea, that still
we are free At every step we are knocked down, as it were, by
Maya, and shown that we are bound; and yet at the same moment,
together with this blow, together with this feeling that we are
bound, comes the other feeling that we are free. Some inner
voice tells us that we are free. But if we attempt to realise
that freedom, to make it manifest, we find the difficulties
almost insuperable Yet, in spite of that it insists on asserting
itself inwardly, "I am free, I am free." And if you study all
the various religions of the world you will find this idea
expressed. Not only religion - you must not take this word in
its narrow sense - but the whole life of society is the
assertion of that one principle of freedom. All movements are
the assertion of that one freedom. That voice has been heard by
everyone, whether he knows it or not, that voice which declares,
"Come unto Me all ye that labour and are heavy laden." It may
not be in the same language or the same form of speech, but in
some form or other, that voice calling for freedom has been with
us. Yes, we are born here on account of that voice; every one of
our movements is for that. We are all rushing towards freedom,
we are all following that voice, whether we know it or not; as
the children of the village were attracted by the music of the
flute-player, so we are all following the music of the voice
without knowing it.
We are ethical when we follow that voice. Not only the human
soul, but all creatures, from the lowest to the highest have
heard the voice and are rushing towards it; and in the struggle
are either combining with each other or pushing each other out
of the way. Thus come competition, joys, struggles, life,
pleasure, and death, and the whole universe is nothing but the
result of this mad struggle to reach the voice. This is the
manifestation of nature.
What happens then? The scene begins to shift. As soon as you
know the voice and understand what it is, the whole scene
changes. The same world which was the ghastly battle-field of
Maya is now changed into something good and beautiful. We no
longer curse nature, nor say that the world is horrible and that
it is all vain; we need no longer weep and wail. As soon as we
understand the voice, we see the reassert why this struggle
should be here, this fight, this competition, this difficulty,
this cruelty, these little pleasures and joys; we see that they
are in the nature of things, because without them there would be
no going towards the voice, to attain which we are destined,
whether we know it or not. All human life, all nature,
therefore, is struggling to attain to freedom. The sun is moving
towards the goal, so is the earth in circling round the sun, so
is the moon in circling round the earth. To that goal the planet
is moving, and the air is blowing. Everything is struggling
towards that. The saint is going towards that voice - he cannot
help it, it is no glory to him. So is the sinner. The charitable
man is going straight towards that voice, and cannot be
hindered; the miser is also going towards the same destination:
the greatest worker of good hears the same voice within, and he
cannot resist it, he must go towards the voice; so with the most
arrant idler. One stumbles more than another, and him who
stumbles more we call bad, him who stumbles less we call good.
Good and bad are never two different things, they are one and
the same; the difference is not one of kind, but of degree.
Now, if the manifestation of this power of freedom is really
governing the whole universe - applying that to religion, our
special study - we find this idea has been the one assertion
throughout. Take the lowest form of religion where there is the
worship of departed ancestors or certain powerful and cruel
gods; what is the prominent idea about the gods or departed
ancestors? That they are superior to nature, not bound by its
restrictions. The worshipper has, no doubt, very limited ideas
of nature. He himself cannot pass through a wall, nor fly up
into the skies, but the gods whom he worships can do these
things. What is meant by that, philosophically? That the
assertion of freedom is there, that the gods whom he worships
are superior to nature as he knows it. So with those who worship
still higher beings. As the idea of nature expands, the idea of
the soul which is superior to nature also expands, until we come
to what we call monotheism, which holds that there is Maya
(nature), and that there is some Being who is the Ruler of this
Maya.
Here Vedanta begins, where these monotheistic ideas first
appear. But the Vedanta philosophy wants further explanation.
This explanation - that there is a Being beyond all these
manifestations of Maya, who is superior to and independent of
Maya, and who is attracting us towards Himself, and that we are
all going towards Him - is very good, says the Vedanta, but yet
the perception is not clear, the vision is dim and hazy,
although it does not directly contradict reason. Just as in your
hymn it is said, "Nearer my God to Thee," the same hymn would be
very good to the Vedantin, only he would change a word, and make
it, "Nearer my God to me." The idea that the goal is far off,
far beyond nature, attracting us all towards it, has to be
brought nearer and nearer, without degrading or degenerating it.
The God of heaven becomes the God in nature, and the God in
nature becomes the God who is nature, and the God who is nature
becomes the God within this temple of the body, and the God
dwelling in the temple of the body at last becomes the temple
itself, becomes the soul and man - and there it reaches the last
words it can teach. He whom the sages have been seeking in all
these places is in our own hearts; the voice that you heard was
right, says the Vedanta, but the direction you gave to the voice
was wrong. That ideal of freedom that you perceived was correct,
but you projected it outside yourself, and that was your
mistake. Bring it nearer and nearer, until you find that it was
all the time within you, it was the Self of your own self. That
freedom was your own nature, and this Maya never bound you.
Nature never has power over you. Like a frightened child you
were dreaming that it was throttling you, and the release from
this fear is the goal: not only to see it intellectually, but to
perceive it, actualise it, much more definitely than we perceive
this world. Then we shall know that we are free. Then, and then
alone, will all difficulties vanish, then will all the
perplexities of heart be smoothed away, all crookedness made
straight, then will vanish the delusion of manifoldness and
nature; and Maya instead of being a horrible, hopeless dream, as
it is now will become beautiful, and this earth, instead of
being a prison-house, will become our playground, and even
dangers and difficulties, even all sufferings, will become
deified and show us their real nature, will show us that behind
everything, as the substance of everything, He is standing, and
that He is the one real Self.