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Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna
Published by Sri Ramakrishna Math, Chennai
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Foreword
Preface
Mahendranath Gupta
Introduction
* Boyhood
* Coming to Calcutta
* Bread Winning Education
* Kali Temple at Dakshineshwar
* Siva
* Radhakanta
* Kali
* Sri Ramakrishna as a Priest
* The First Vision of Kali
* God Intoxicated State
* Haladhari
* Marriage and after
* The Brahmani
* Tantra
* Vaishnava Disciplines
* Ramlala
* In Communion with The Divine Beloved
* Vedanta
* Totapuri
* Kali and Maya
* Totapuri's Lesson
* Company of Holy Men and Devotees
* Islam
* Christianity
* Attitude Toward Different Religions
* Pilgrimage
* Relation with his Wife
* The "Ego" of The Master
* Summary of The Master's Spiritual Experiences
* Brahmo Samaj
* Arya Samaj
* Keshab Chandra Sen
* Other Brahmo Leaders
* The Master's Yearning for His Own Devotees
* The Master's Method of Teaching
* Householder Devotees
* Future Monks
* Ram and Manomohan
* Surendra
* Kedar
* Harish
* Bhavanath
* Balaram Bose
* Mahendra or M.
* Nag Mahashay
* Girish Ghosh
* Purna
* Mahimacharan and Pratap Hazra
* Some Noted Men
* Kristodas Pal
* Monastic Disciples
* Latu
* Rakhal
* The Elder Gopal
* Narendra
* Tarak
* Baburam
* Niranjan
* Jogindra
* Sashi and Sharat
* Harinath
* Gangadhar
* Hariprasanna
* Kali
* Subodh
* Sarada and Tulasi
* Women Devotees
* Gopal Ma
* The March of Events
* Injury to The Master's Arm
* Beginning of His Illness
* Syampukur
* Last Days at Cossipore
* Mahasamadhi
Volume - 1
* Master and Disciple
* In the Company of Devotees
* Visit to Vidyasagar
* Advice to Householders
* The Master and Keshab
* The Master with the Brahmo Devotees (I)
* The Master and Vijay Goswami
* The Master's Birthday Celebration at Dakshineswar
* Advice to the Brahmos
* The Master with the Brahmo Devotees (II)
* With the Devotees at Dakshineswar (I)
* The Festival at Panihati
* The Master and M.
* Instruction to Vaishnavas and Brahmos
* Last Visit to Keshab
* With the Devotees at Dakshineswar (II)
* M. at Dakshineswar (I)
* M. at Dakshineswar (II)
* The Master and His Injured Arm
* Rules for Householders and Monks
* A Day at Dakshineswar
* Advice to an Actor
* Festival at Surendra's House
* Pundit Shashadhar
* Advice to Pundit Shashadhar
* Festival at Adhar's House
* At Dakshineswar
Volume - 2
* At the Star Theatre (I)
* The Durga Puja Festival
* The Master in Various Moods
* Advice to Ishan
* Visit to the Sinthi Brahmo Samaj
* With Various Devotees
* Bankim Chandra
* At the Star Theatre (II)
* The Master's Birthday
* The Master and Narendra
* With the Devotees in Calcutta
* The Master's Reminiscences
* At the Houses of Balaram and Girish
* At Ram's House
* Car festival at Balaram's House
* Visit to Nanda Bose's House
* The Master on Himself and His Experiences
* Sri Ramakrishna at Syampukur
* The Master and Dr. Sarkar
* The Master's Training of His Disciples
* In the Company of Devotees at Syampukur
* The Master at Cossipore
* The Master and Buddha
* The Master's Love for His Devotees
* After the Passing Away
Appendix - A
Appendix - B
A Chronology of Sri Ramakrishna's Life
Glossary
A DAY AT DAKSHINESWAR
How the Lord Himself is
deluded by His own maya - The Anahata sound - Reincarnation - The "ego of
Devotion" - The "ego of Knowledge" - The signs of a jnani - The ego of a jnani -
Jnani looks on the world as illusory - The state of a vijnani - Master's
adherence to truth - A teacher must renounce the world - Synthesis of jnana and
bhakti - Friction between different religious sects - Harmony of religions - Our
duties to father and mother - Through divine love man transcends his worldly
duties.
Saturday, April 5, 1884
IT WAS ABOUT EIGHT O'CLOCK in the morning
when M. arrived at the temple garden and found Sri Ramakrishna seated on the
small couch in his room. A few devotees were sitting on the floor. The Master
was talking to them. Prankrishna Mukherji was there.
Prankrishna belonged to an aristocratic family and lived in the northern part of
Calcutta. He held a high post in an English business firm. He was very much
devoted to Sri Ramakrishna and, though a householder, derived great pleasure
from the study of Vedanta philosophy. He was a frequent visitor at the temple
garden. Once he invited the Master to his house in Calcutta and held a religious
festival. Every day, early in the morning, he bathed in the holy water of the
Ganges. Whenever it was convenient, he would come to Dakshineswar in a hired
country boat.
That morning he had hired a boat and invited M. to accompany him to Dakshineswar.
The boat had hardly left shore when the river became choppy. M. had become
frightened and begged Prankrishna to put him back on land. In spite of
assurances, M. had kept saying: "You must put me ashore. I shall walk to
Dakshineswar." And so M. came on foot and found Sri Ramakrishna talking to
Prankrishna and the others.
MASTER (to Prankrishna): "But there
is a greater manifestation of God in man. You may ask, 'How is it possible for
God to be incarnated as a man who suffers from hunger, thirst, and the other
traits of an embodied being, and perhaps also from disease and grief?' The reply
is, 'Even Brahman weeps, entrapped in the snare of the five elements.'
"Don't you know how Rama had to weep, stricken with grief for Sita? Further, it
is said that the Lord incarnated Himself as a sow in order to kill the demon
Hiranyaksha. Hiranyaksha was eventually killed, but God would not go back to His
abode in heaven. He enjoyed His sow's life. He had given birth to several young
ones and was rather happy with them. The gods said among themselves: 'What does
this mean? The Lord doesn't care to return to heaven!' They all went to Siva and
laid the matter before him. Siva came down and urged the Lord to leave the sow
body and return to heaven. But the sow only suckled her young ones. (Laughter.)
Then Siva destroyed the sow body with his trident, and the Lord came out
laughing aloud and went back to His own abode."
PRANKRISHNA (to the Master): "Sir,
what is the Anahata sound?"
MASTER: "It is a spontaneous sound
constantly going on by itself. It is the sound of the Pranava, Om. It originates
in the Supreme Brahman and is heard by yogis. People immersed in worldliness do
not hear it. A yogi alone knows that this sound originates both from his navel
and from the Supreme Brahman resting on the Ocean of Milk."
PRANKRISHNA: "Sir, what is the nature of the
life after death?"
MASTER: "Keshab Sen also asked that
question. As long as a man remains ignorant, that is to say, as long as he has
not realized God, so long will he be born. But after attaining Knowledge he will
not have to come back to this earth or to any other plane of existence.
"The potter puts his pots in the sun to dry. Haven't you noticed that among them
there are both baked and unbaked ones? When a cow happens to walk over them,
some of the pots get broken to pieces. The broken pots that are already baked,
the potter throws away, since they are of no more use to him. But the soft ones,
though broken, he gathers up. He makes them into a lump and out of this forms
new pots. In the same way, so long as a man has not realized God, he will have
to come back to the Potter's hand, that is, he will have to be born again and
again.
"What is the use of sowing a boiled paddy grain? It will never bring forth a
shoot. Likewise, if a man is boiled in the fire of Knowledge, he will not be
used for new creation. He is liberated.
"According to the Puranas, the bhakta and the Bhagavan are two separate
entities. 'I' am one and 'You' are another. The body is a plate, as it were,
containing the water of mind, intelligence, and ego. Brahman is like the sun. It
is reflected in the water. Therefore the devotee sees the divine form.
"According to the Vedanta, Brahman alone is real and all else is maya, dreamlike
and unsubstantial. The ego, like a stick, lies across the Ocean of Satchidananda.
(To M.) Listen to what I am saying. When this ego is taken away, there
remains only one undivided Ocean of Satchidananda. But as long as the stick of
ego remains, there is an appearance of two: here is one part of the water and
there another part. Attaining the Knowledge of Brahman one is established in
samadhi. Then the ego is effaced.
"But Sankaracharya retained the 'ego of Knowledge'
in order to teach men. (To Prankrishna) But there are signs that
distinguish the man of Knowledge. Some people think they have Knowledge. What
are the characteristics of Knowledge? A jnani cannot injure anybody. He becomes
like a child. If a steel sword touches the philosopher's stone, it is
transformed into gold. Gold can never cut. It may seem from the outside that a
jnani also has anger or egotism, but in reality he has no such thing.
"From a distance a burnt string lying on the ground may look like a real one;
but if you come near and blow at it, it disappears altogether. The anger and
egotism of a jnani are mere appearances; they are not real.
"A child has no attachment. He makes a play house, and if anyone touches it, he
will jump about and cry. The next moment he himself will break it. This moment
he may be very attached to his cloth. He says: 'My daddy has given it to me. I
won't part with it.' But the next moment you can cajole him away from it with a
toy. He will go away with you, leaving the cloth behind.
"These are the characteristics of a jnani. Perhaps he has many luxuries at home
- couch, chairs, paintings, and equipage. But any day he may leave all these and
go off to Benares.
"According to Vedanta the waking state, too, is unreal. Once a wood-cutter lay
dreaming, when someone woke him up. Greatly annoyed, he said: 'Why have you
disturbed my sleep? I was dreaming that I was a king and the father of seven
children. The princes were becoming well versed in letters and military arts. I
was secure on my throne and ruled over my subjects. Why have you demolished my
world of joy?' 'But that was a mere dream', said the other man. 'Why should that
bother you?' Fool!' said the wood-cutter. 'You don't understand. My becoming a
king in the dream was just as real as is mv being a wood-cutter. If being a
wood-cutter is real, then being a king in a dream is real also.'"
Prankrishna always talked about jnana. Was this why the Master described the
state of the jnani? Now he proceeded to describe the state of the vijnani.
MASTER: "Jnana is the realization of Self
through the process of 'Neti, neti', 'Not this, not this'. One goes into samadhi
through this process of elimination and realizes the Atman.
"But vijnana means Knowledge with a greater fullness. Some have heard of milk,
some have seen milk, and some have drunk milk. He who has merely heard of it is
'ignorant'. He who has seen it is a jnani. But he who has drunk it has vijnana,
that is to say, a fuller knowledge of it. After having the vision of God one
talks to Him as if He were an intimate relative. That is vijnana.
"First of all you must discriminate, following the method of 'Neti, neti': 'He
is not the five elements, nor the sense-organs, nor the mind, nor the
intelligence, nor the ego. He is beyond all these cosmic principles.' You want
to climb to the roof; then you must eliminate and leave behind all the steps,
one by one. The steps are by no means the roof. But after reaching the roof you
find that the steps are made of the same materials - brick, lime, and brick-dust
- as the roof. It is the Supreme Brahman that has become the universe and its
living beings and the twenty-four cosmic principles. That which is Atman has
become the five elements. You may ask why the earth is so hard, if it has come
out of Atman? All is possible through the will of God. Don't you see that bone
and flesh are made from blood and semen? How hard 'sea-foam'
becomes!
"After attaining vijnana one can live in the world as well. Then one clearly
realizes that God Himself has become the universe and all living beings, that He
is not outside the world.
(To Prankrishna) "The fact is that one must have the 'spiritual eye'. You
will develop that eye as soon as your mind becomes pure. Take for instance the
Kumari Puja. I worshipped a virgin. The girl, to be sure, had all her human
imperfections; still I regarded her as the Divine Mother Herself.
"On one side is the wife and on the other the son. Love is bestowed on both, but
in different wavs. Therefore it comes to this, that everything depends upon the
mind. The pure mind acquires a new attitude. Through that mind one sees God in
this world. Therefore one needs spiritual discipline.
"Yes, spiritual discipline is necessary. You should know that a man becomes
easily attached to a woman. A woman naturally loves a man, and a man also
naturally loves a woman. Therefore both fall speedily from their spiritual
ideal. But it also must be said that there is a great advantage in leading the
life of a householder. In case of urgent necessity a man may live with his wife.
(Smiling) "Well, M., why are you smiling?"
M. (to himself): "The Master makes this much allowance for householders
since they cannot renounce everything. Is complete and absolute continence
impossible for a householder?"
The hathayogi who had been living in the Panchavati entered the room. He was in
the habit of taking milk and opium. He did not eat rice or other food and had no
money to buy the milk and opium. The Master had talked with him in the
Panchavati. The hathayogi had told Rakhal to ask the Master to make some
provision for him, and Sri Ramakrishna had promised ito speak about it to the
visitors from Calcutta.
HATHAYOGI (to the Master): "What did
you say to Rakhal about me?"
MASTER: "I said that I would ask some rich
visitors to help you. But - (to Prankrishna) you, perhaps, do not like
these yogis?"
Prankrishna remained silent. The hathayogi left the room and the conversation
went on.
MASTER (to Prankrishna and the others):
"If a man leads a householder's life he must have unflagging devotion to truth.
God can be realized through truth alone. Formerly I was very particular about
telling the truth, though now my zeal has abated a little. If I said, 'I shall
bathe', then I would get into the water of the Ganges, recite the mantra, and
sprinkle a little water over my head. But still there would remain some doubt in
me as to whether my bath was complete. Once I went to Ram's house in Calcutta. I
happened to say, 'I shall not take any luchi.' When I sat down for the meal I
felt hungry. But I had said I would not eat the luchi; so I had to fill my
stomach with sweets. (All laugh.)
"But my zeal for truthfulness has abated a little now. Once I said I would go to
the pine-grove, but then I felt I had no particular urge to go. What was to be
done? I asked Ram (Ram Chatterji, the priest in the
Radihakanta temple.) about it. He said I didn't have to go. Then I
reasoned to myself: 'Well, everyone is Narayana. So Ram, too, is Narayana. Why
shouldn't I listen to him? The elephant is Narayana no doubt, but the mahut is
Narayana too. Since the mahut asked me not to go near the elephant, then why
shouldn't I obey him?' Through reasoning like this my zeal for truthfulness is
slightly less strong now than before.
"I find a change coming over me. Years ago Vaishnavcharan said to me, 'One
attains Perfect Knowledge when one sees God in man.' Now I see that it is God
alone who is moving about in various forms: as a holy man, as a cheat, as a
villain. Therefore I say, 'Narayana in the guise of the sadhu, Narayana in the
guise of the cheat, Narayana in the guise of the villain, Narayana in the guise
of the lecher.'
"Now my problem is how I can feed all of you. I want to feed everyone. So I keep
one at a time with me and feed him."
Prankrishna (looking at M. and smiling): "A fine man, indeed! (To the
Master) He would not let us go till we put him ashore."
MASTER (smiling): "Why? What
happened?"
PRANKRISHNA: "He was in our boat. Seeing
that the river was slightly rough, he insisted on being put ashore. (To M.)
How did you come?"
M. (smiling): "On foot."
Sri Ramakrishna laughed.
PRANKRISHNA (to the Master): "Sir, I
am thinking now of giving up my work. One who is involved in activity cannot
accomplish anything. (Pointing to his companion) I am training him to do
my work. After I resign, he will relieve me. Work has become intolerable."
MASTER: "Yes, work is very troublesome. It
is now good for you to meditate on God for a few days in solitude. No doubt you
say that you would like to give up your work. Captain said the same thing.
Worldly people talk that way; but they don't succeed in carrying out their
intention.
"There are many pundits who speak words of wisdom. But they merely talk; they
don't live up to them. They are like vultures, which soar very high but keep
their gaze fixed on the charnel-pit. What I mean is that these pundits are
attached to the world, to 'woman and gold'. If I hear that pundits are
practising discrimination and dispassion, then I fear them. Otherwise I look
upon them as mere goats and dogs."
Prankrishna saluted the Master and took his leave. He said to M., "Will you come
with us?"
M: "No, sir! Catch me going with you again! Good-bye."
Prankrishna laughed and said, "I see you won't come in the boat."
M. took a little stroll near the Panchavati and bathed in the river. Then he
went to the temples of Radhakanta and Kali and prostrated himself before the
images. He said to himself: "I have heard that God has no form. Then why do I
bow before these images? Is it because Sri Ramakrishna believes in gods and
goddesses with form? I don't know anything about God, nor do I understand Him.
The Master believes in images; then why shouldn't I too, who am so insignificant
a creature, accept them?"
M. looked at the image of Kali. Me saw that the Divine Mother holds in Her two
left hands a man's severed head and a sword. With Her two right hands She offers
boons and reassurance to Her devotees. In one aspect She is terrible, and in
another She is the ever affectionate Mother of Her devotees. The two ideals are
harmonized in Her. She is compassionate and affectionate to Her devotees, to
those who are submissive and helpless. It is also true that She is terrible, the
"Consort of Death". She alone knows why She assumes two aspects at the same
time.
M. remembered this interpretation of Kali given by the Master. He said to
himself, "I have heard that Keshab accepted Kali in Sri Ramakrishna's presence.
Is this, as Keshab used to say, the Goddess, all Spirit and Consciousness;
manifesting Herself through a clay image?"
M. returned to the Master's room and sat on the floor. Sri Ramakrishna offered
him some fruit and sweets to eat. On account of trouble in the family, M. had
recently rented a house in another section of Calcutta near his school, his
father and brothers continuing to live in the ancestral home. But Sri
Ramakrishna wanted him to return to his own home, since a joint family affords
many advantages to one leading a religious life. Once or twice the Master had
spoken to M. ro this effect, but unfortunately he had not yet returned to
his'family. Sri Ramakrishna referred to the matter again.
MASTER: "Tell me that you are going to your
ancestral home."
M: "I can never persuade myself to enter that place."
MASTER: "Why? Your father is making over the
whole house."
M: "I have suffered too much there. I can by no means make up my mind to go
there."
MASTER: "Whom do you fear?"
M: "All of them."
MASTER (seriously): "Isn't that like
your being afraid to get into the boat?"
The midday worship and the offering of food in the temples were over. The bells,
gongs, and cymbals of the arati were being played, and the temple garden was
filled with joyful activity. Beggars, sadhus, and guests hurried to the
guest-house for the noonday meal, carrying leaf or metal plates in their hands.
M. also took some of the prasad from the Kali temple.
Sri Ramakrishna had been resting awhile after his meal when several devotees,
including Ram and Girindra, arrived. They sat down after saluting the Master.
The conversation turned to the New Dispensation Church of Keshab Chandra Sen.
RAM (to the Master): "Sir, I don't
think the Navavidhan has done people any good. If Keshab Babu himself was a
genuine man, why are his disciples left in such a plight? I don't think there is
anything at all in the New Dispensation. It is like rattling some potsherds in a
room and then locking it up. People may take it to be the jingling of coins, but
inside there is nothing but potsherds. Outsiders don't know what is inside."
MASTER: "There must be some substance in it.
Otherwise, why should so many people respect Keshab? Why isn't Shivanath
honoured as much as Keshab? Such a thing cannot happen without the will of God.
"But a man cannot act as an acharya without renouncing the world. People won't
respect him. They will say: 'Oh, he is a worldly man. He secretly enjoys "woman
and gold" himself but tells us that God alone is real and the world
unsubstantial, like a dream.' Unless a man renounces everything his teachings
cannot be accepted by all. Some worldly people may follow him. Keshab led the
life of a householder; hence his mind was directed to the world also. He had to
safeguard his family interests. That is why he left his affairs in such good
order though he delivered so many religious lectures. What an aristocratic man
he married his daughter to! Inside Keshab's inner apartments I saw many big
bedsteads. All these things gradually come to one who leads a householder's
life. The world is indeed a place for enjoyment."
RAM: "Keshab Sen inherited those bedsteads
when his ancestral property was divided. And for Keshab to take part in the
division of property! Whatever you may say, sir, Viiay Babu told me that Keshab
had said to him, "I am a partial manifestation of Christ and Gauranga. I suggest
that you declare yourself as Advaita.' (An intimate
companion of Gauranga.) Do you know what else he said? He said that you
too were a follower of the New Dispensation." (All laugh.)
MASTER (laughing): "Who knows? But as
for myself, I don't even know what the term 'New Dispensation' means." (Laughter.)
RAM: "Keshab's disciples say that he was the
first to harmonize jnana and bhakti."
MASTER (in surprise): "How is that?
What then of the Adhyatma Ramayana? It is written there that, while
praying to Rama, Narada said: 'O Rama, Thou art the Supreme Brahman described in
the Vedas. Thou dwellest with us as a man; Thou appearest as a man. In reality
Thou art not a man; Thou art that Supreme Brahman.' Rama said: 'Narada, I am
very much pleased with you. Accept a boon from Me.' Narada replied: 'What boon
shall I ask of Thee? Grant me pure love for Thy Lotus Feet, and may I never be
deluded by Thy world-bewitching maya!' The Adhyatma Ramayana is full of
such statements regarding jnana and bhakti."
The conversation turned to Amrita, a disciple of Keshab.
RAM: "Amrita Babu seems to be in very bad
shape."
MASTER: "Yes, he looked very ill when I saw
him the other day."
RAM: "Sir, let me tell vou about the
lectures of the New Dispensation. While the drum is being played, the members
cry out, 'Victory unto Keshab!' You say that 'dal' (The
word has the double meaning of "sedge" and "sect".) grows only in a
stagnant pool. So Amrita saic one day in the course of his sermon: 'The holy man
(Referring to Sri Ramakrishna.) has no doubt
said that 'dal' grows in a stagnant pool. But, brothers, we want 'dal', we want
a sect. Really and truly, I tell you that we want a sect.'"
MASTER: "What nonsense! Shame on him! What
kind of sermon is that?"
The conversation drifted to the desire of some people for praise.
MASTER: "They took me to Keshab's house to
see a performance of the Nimai-sannyas. I heard, that day, someone
speaking of Keshab and Pratap as Chaitanya and Nityananda. Prasanna asked me,
'Who are you then?' Keshab looked at me to see what I would say. I said to him,
'I am the servant of your servant, the dust of the dust of your feet.' Keshab
said with a smile, 'You can't catch him!'"
RAM: "Sometimes Keshab used to say you were
John the Baptist."
A DEVOTEE: "But Keshab also said you were
the Chaitanya of the nineteenth century [said in English]."
MASTER: "What does that mean?"
DEVOTEE: "That Chaitanya has been incarnated
again in the present century of the Christian era, and that you are he."
MASTER (absent-mindedly): "What of
it? Can you tell me now how my arm can be cured? This arm is worrying me so
much."
They talked about Trailokya's music. Trailokya sang devotional songs in Keshab's
Brahmo Samaj.
MASTER: "Ah! How nice his songs are!"
RAM: "Do you think they are genuine?"
MASTER: "Yes, they are. Otherwise, why
should I be so drawn to them?"
RAM: "He has composed his songs by borrowing
your ideas. While conducting the worship Keshab Sen described your feelings and
realizations, and Trailokya Babu composed songs accordingly. Take this song, for
instance:
There is an
overflow of Joy in the market-place of Love;
See how the Lord sports with His own in the ecstasy of Bliss!
He saw you enjoying divine bliss in the company of devotees and wrote songs
like this."
MASTER (with a smile): "Stop! Don't
torment me any more. Why should I be involved in all this?" (All laugh.)
GIRINDRA: "The Brahmos say that the
Paramahamsadeva has no faculty for organization [said in English]."
MASTER: "What does that mean?"
M: "That you don't know how to lead a sect; that your intellect is rather dull.
They say things like that." (All laugh.)
MASTER (to Ram): "Now tell me why my
arm was hurt. Stand up and deliver a lecture on that. (Laughter.)
"The Brahmos insist that God is formless. Suppose they do. It is enough to call
on Him with sincerity of heart. If the devotee is sincere, then God, who is the
Inner Guide of all, will certainly reveal to the devotee His true nature.
"But it is not good to say that what we ourselves think of God is the only truth
and what others think is false, that because we think of God as formless,
therefore He is formless and cannot have any form; that because we think of God
as having form, therefore He has form and cannot be formless. Can a man really
fathom God's nature?
"This kind of friction exists between the Vaishnavas and the Saktas; The
Vaishnava says, 'My Kesava is the only Saviour', whereas the Sakta insists, 'My
Bhagavati is the only Saviour.'
"Once I took Vaishnavcharan to Mathur Babu. Now, Vaishnavcharan was a very
learned Vaishnava and an orthodox devotee of his sect. Mathur, on the other
hand, was a devotee of the Divine Mother. They were engaged in a friendly
discussion when suddenly Vaishnavcharan said, 'Kesava is the only Saviour.' No
sooner did Mathur hear this than his ,face became red with anger and he blurted
out, 'You rascal!' (All laugh.) He was a Sakta. Wasn't it natural for him
to say that? I gave Vaishnavcharan a nudge.
"I see people who talk about religion constantly quarrelling with one another.
Hindus, Mussalmans, Brahmos, Saktas, Vaishnavas, Saivas, all quarrel with one
another. They haven't the intelligence to understand that He who is called
Krishna is also Siva and the Primal Sakti, and that it is He, again, who is
called Jesus and Allah. There is only one Rama and He has a thousand names.'
"Truth is one; only It is called by different names. All people are seeking the
same Truth; the variance is due to climate, temperament, and name. A lake has
many ghats. From one ghat the Hindus take water in jars and call it 'jal'. From
another ghat the Mussalmans take water in leather bags and call it 'pani'. From
a third the Christians take the same thing and call it 'water'. (All laugh.)
Suppose someone says that the thing is not 'jal' but 'pani', or that it is not 'pani'
but 'water', or that it is not 'water' but 'jal', It would indeed be ridiculous.
But this very thing is at the root of the friction among sects, their
misunderstandings and quarrels. This is why people injure and kill one another,
and shed blood, in the name of religion. But this is not good. Everyone is going
toward God. They will all realize Him if they have sincerity and longing of
heart.
(To M.) "This is for you. All scriptures - the Vedas, the Puranas, the
Tantras - seek Him alone and no one else, only that one Satchidananda. That
which is called Satchidananda Brahman in the Vedas is called Satchidananda Siva
in the Tantra. Again it is He alone who is called Satchidananda Krishna in the
Puranas."
The Master was told that now and then Ram cooked his own food at home.
MASTER (to M.): "Do you too cook your
own meals?"
M: "No, sir."
MASTER: "You may try it. With your meals
take a little clarified butter made from cow's milk. That will purify your body
and mind."
A long conversation ensued about Ram's household affairs. Ram's father was a
devout Vaishnava and worshipped Krishna daily at home. He had married a second
time when Ram was quite young. Both the father and the stepmother lived with Ram
at Ram's house. But Ram was never happy with his stepmother, and this sometimes
created a misunderstanding between himself and his father.
They were talking about this when Ram said, "My father has gone to the dogs!"
MASTER (to the devotees): "Did you
hear that? The father has gone to the dogs and the son is all right!"
RAM: "There is no peace when my stepmother
comes home. There is always some trouble or other. Our family is about to break
up. So I say, let her live with her father."
GIRINDRA (to Ram): "Why don't you too
keep your wife at her father's home?" (Laughter.)
MASTER (smiling): "Are husband and
wife like earthen pots or jars, that you may keep the pot in one place and the
lid in another? Siva in one place and Sakti in another?"
RAM: "Sir, we are quite happy. But when she
comes the family is broken up. If such is the case -"
MASTER: "Then build them a separate home.
That will be a different thing. You will defray their monthly expenses. How
worthy of worship one's parents are! Rakhal asked me if he could take the food
left on his father's plate. 'What do you mean?' I said. "What have you become
that you cannot?' But it is also true that good people won't give anyone, even a
dog, the food from their plates."
GIRINDRA: "Sir, suppose one's parents are
guilty of a terrible crime, a heinous sin?"
MASTER: "What if they are? You must not
renounce your mother even if she commits adultery. The woman guru of a certain
family became corrupt. The members of the family said that they would like to
make the son of the guru their spiritual guide. But I said: 'How is that? Will
you accept the shoot and give up the yam? Suppose she is corrupt; still you must
regard her as your Ishta. "Though my guru visits the tavern, still to me he is
the holy Nityananda."'
"Are father and mother mere trifles? No spiritual practice will bear fruit
unless they are pleased. Chaitanya was intoxicated with the love of God. Still,
before taking to the monastic life, for how many days did he try to persuade his
mother to give him her permission to become a monk! He said to her: "Mother,
don't worry. I shall visit you every now and then.'
(To M., reproachfully) "And let me say this to you. Your father and
mother brought you up. You yourself are the father of several children. Yet you
have left home with your wife. You have cheated your parents. "You have come
away with your wife and children, and you feel you have become a holy man. Your
father doesn't need any money from you; otherwise I should have cried, 'Shame on
you!'"
Everybody in the room became grave and remained silent.
MASTER: "A man has certain debts to pay: his
debts to the gods and rishis, and his debts to mother, father, and wife. He
cannot achieve anything without paying the debt he owes to his parents. A man is
indebted to his wife as well. Harish has renounced his wife and is living here.
If he had left her unprovided for, then I should have called him an abominable
wretch.
"After attaining Knowledge you will regard that very wife as the manifestation
of the Divine Mother Herself. It is written in the Chandi, 'The Goddess
dwells in all beings as the Mother.' It is She who has become your mother.
"All the women you see are only She, the Divine Mother. That is why I cannot
rebuke even Brinde, the maidservant. There are people who spout verses from the
scriptures and talk big, but in their conduct they are quite different.
Ramprasanna is constantly busy procuring opium and milk for the hathayogi. He
says that Manu enjoins it upon man to serve the sadhu. But his old mother hasn't
enough to eat. She walks to the market to buy her own groceries. It makes me
very angry.
"But here you have to consider another thing. When a man is intoxicated with
ecstatic love of God, then who is his father or mother or wife? His love of God
is so intense that he becomes mad with it. Then he has no duty to perform. He is
free from all debts. What is this divine intoxication? In this state a man
forgets the world. He also forgets his own body, which is so dear to all.
Chaitanya had this intoxication. He plunged into the ocean not knowing that it
was the ocean. He dashed himself again and again on the ground. He was not aware
of hunger, of thirst, or of sleep. He was not at all conscious of any such thing
as his body."
All at once Sri Ramakrishna exclaimed, "Ah, Chaitanya!" and stood up.
MASTER (to the devotees): "Chaitanya
means 'Undivided Consciousness'. Vaishnavcharan used to say that Gauranga was
like a bubble in the Ocean of Undivided Consciousness.
(To the elder Gopal)
"Do you intend to go on a pilgrimage now?"
GOPAL: "Yes, sir. I should like to wander
about a little."
RAM (to Gopal): "He [meaning the
Master] says that one becomes a kutichaka after being a vahudaka. The sadhu that
visits many holy places is called a vahudaka. He whose craving for travel has
been satiated and who sits down in one place is called a kutichaka.
"He also tells us a parable. Once a bird sat on the mast of a ship. When the
ship sailed through the mouth of the Ganges into the 'black waters' of the
ocean, the bird failed to notice the fact. When it finally became aware of the
ocean, it left the mast and flew north in search of land. But it found no limit
to the water and so returned. After resting awhile it flew south. There too it
found no limit to the water. Panting for breath the bird returned to the mast.
Again, after resting awhile, it flew east and then west. Finding no limit to the
water in any direction, at last it settled down on the mast of the ship."
MASTER (to the elder Gopal and the other
devotees): "As long as a man feels that God is 'there', he is ignorant. But
he attains Knowledge when he feels that God is 'here'.
"A man wanted a smoke. He went to a neighbour's house to light his charcoal. It
was the dead of night and the household was asleep. After he had knocked a great
deal, someone came down to open the door. At sight of the man he asked, 'Hello!
What's the matter?' The man replied: 'Can't you guess? You know how fond I am of
smoking. I have come here to light my charcoal.' The neighbour said: 'Ha! Ha!
You are a fine man indeed! You took the trouble to come and do all this knocking
at the door! Why, you have a lighted lantern in your hand!' (All laugh.)
"What a man seeks is very near him. Still he wanders about from place to place."
RAM: "Sir, I now realize why a guru asks
some of his disciples to visit the four principal holy places of the country.
Once having wandered about, the disciple discovers that it is the same here as
there. Then he returns to the guru. All this wandering is only to create faith
in the guru's words."
After this conversation had come to an end, Sri Ramakrishna extolled Ram's
virtues.
MASTER (to the devotees): "How many
fine qualities Ram possesses! How many devotees he serves and looks after! (To
Ram.) Adhar told me that you showed him great kindness."
Adhar, a beloved householder devotee of the Master, had recently arranged some
religious music at his house. The Master and many devotees had been present. But
Adhar had forgotten to invite Ram, who was a very proud man and had complained
about it to his friends. So Adhar had gone to Ram's house to express his regret
for the mistake.
RAM: "It wasn't really Adhar's mistake. I
have come to know that Rakhal is to blame. Rakhal was given charge -"
MASTER: "You mustn't find fault with Rakhal.
He's a mere child. Even now you can bring out his mother's milk by squeezing his
throat."
RAM: "Sir, why should you speak that way? It
was such an occasion!"
MASTER: (interrupting): "Adhar simply
didn't remember to invite you. He is absent-minded. The other day he went with
me to Jadu Mallick's house. As we took our leave, I said to him, 'You haven't
offered anything to the Goddess in the chapel.' 'Sir,' he said, 'I didn't know
one should.'
(To Ram) "Suppose he didn't invite you to his house. Why such a fuss
about going to a place where the name of the Lord was sung? One may go unasked
to participate in religious music. One doesn't have to be invited."
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